Seperate Ways..

Ending's Aren't Always Easy....

I have been so truely blessed in my life with such amazing friends. Lucky enough to have friends from every walk of life and every circle...this one will always hold a very special place in my heart. My sisters, my eshelles, and my family. Being on a team with you're best friends isn't always bliss, but it's real. Sometimes being together non stop for 3 years straight was honestly exhausting, and over bearing. But mostly it was funny, histerical, and unforgetable. We are all so different, and have such different idea's in life, and what we want to do with our lives and our futures. But one thing stays the same, that we love each other until the very end. Nearing the end of our senior year, we all chose new paths in life which is okay. We all need to grow up at some point. High school doesn't last forever right? But recently we have found our way back to each other because one thing we realized was that the good always out weighed the bad. What's life without a few bumps in the road. Together we laid down a lot of memories that can never be taken away. We built a friendship that can last forever...and that's our goal. Not to let go of each other. Although it's time to grow up and go our seperate ways, reuinions now and then will be a must! We did a "friend" photoshoot done by the beautiful Hannah Harrah for something memorable to look back on, and I am very pleased with the finishing product.

                                                      (as pictured: me, rylee, taylor, alivia)

Ry: Oh my Rylee Jo! Words can't even begin to describe how much I love her. She's always down for an adventure and a good time! Ry and I have the greatest the conversations in the world. One thing's for sure, we've always been on the same page and have been able to relate to each other. We can sit in the car just talking and before we know it, hours have gone by. When it comes to her dancing ability...she has so much strength and power. Basically she is as light as air and can flip for days. It's her perfect thighs to be honest. The definition in her legs, just isn't fair and they are beautiful. She's just beautiful...her eyes are breath taking, and her smile is perfect. There's just something about Rylee.

Tay: Gosh TBECK though...her laugh fills the room. Also it's really funny! Taylor in general is just really funny! You can always count on her to put you in a good mood. Basically she's the music guru. She has the best music, every song...and on drill team that came in handy. She can count every beat, no matter what. Also she's freaking amazing...that's all I'm going to say on that. Taylor is a super loyal, honest, and trust worthy friend and she'll always have you're back. Oh and her hair....flawless, dark, rich, and gorgeous.

Snow: Alivia, snowflake, snowman, snowglobe....wherever you wanna roll with that one I guess. She's a freaking character! Literally! Any crazy, ugly, disgusting, hilarious, outstanding face in the world, she can do it for yah, and she isn't afraid to show it. Snow rocks the dance floor because she commands attention. She just knows how to stand out in a crowd and bring it! I've always admired that about her. And her cute little body..she's so teeny, i love it! She's our innocent one, but she's slowly branching out and it's always a fun journey. Alivia..we share a name and a special bond. I just feel good when I'm with her. She isn't like anyone else, and she doesn't care to be. One thing I love about Snow is that she is proud of who she is and if you don't like it you can GTFO.

Ry - Just starting working for a doctor as a medical assistant, is currently going to DSU and hoping to become a Pediatricion

Tay - Starting at BYU on Monday and is a dance Major, which a wonderful choice for her.

Snow - Currently in hair school (she's amazing), and on the DSU dance team.

I love them a whole lot...and where ever life may take us, they will always have my heart. To posse...you guys have changed my life. Our journey will never be forgotten and may there be many more adventures to come! Good luck in life my babes. I love you!

Wet'n'Wild

Foam Partttyyy

The first party of the college days was a complete and total success. I love to dance, and meet new people and I love parties. This party was called, the foam party. Everyone was covered in water and foam, soaking wet, it was crazy! A party in swim suits? Who doesn't love that! I went with all of friends which was amazing! Kara, Shailee, Rylee, Alivia, and Lindsey. A complete random group but ultimately a blast either way! We were literally up to our chest's in foam and I couldn't see a thing because my eyes were burning from all of the soap! The Dj was great, and we danced the night away! I love my friends, and I love college. Such an amazing first week, to what will be an amazing year!

All grown up now...?

College girl..

hiii bloggers, like I said in my previous post August is my favorite time of the year. 1. because it's my birthday 2. it's partially summer 3. it's also back to school. I turned 18 on Monday August 12th, and I started college the following week! This year I am attending Dixie State University, right here in my home town. Dixie wasn't my first choice for college, but i have a long time of school ahead of me. I plan on majoring in Pre Med with my Bachelors degree and then continuing on to medical school. I am hoping to only stay at Dixie for a year or two, then I would like to transfer to the University of Utah because they have a great medical program. (i also need to get out of st. George)

To be honest I didn't think i was going to get much of an experience or variety of people at Dixie. But I'm glad i was mistaken. They are so many guys from out of state it's crazy! I would have never guessed that our small town was really home to so many athletes, and people of culture. It's actually really refreshing. I've met/seen so many beautiful guys and it's only my first week! I cannot wait to see what this year brings! I have been so excited for this, in the past weeks to come and i can honestly say i LOVE college. It's a lot different from high school. There is no social scene, you spend most of you're day completely on you're own, no one cares about you, and you don't care about anyone. You're in you're own world and you are there 100% for yourself.

I have challenged myself by taking on quite the heavy college load. It's my first semester and I am taking a total of 17 credits.

-math

-history

-communications

-science

-lib

-English

I've never done better in school then i am doing right now. I don't procrastinate my homework. I do it as soon as the class is over and in between classes. I am actually doing well in math (a first) it just feels good. I don't feel like i am in school, which is really nice. My favorite part of college is the library. You can always count on there being at least 10 good looking guys in there doing homework, while you're doing homework. It's nice....if you know what I mean ;)

I am super excited for the first college party tomorrow night, and even more excited for football season. I know that at a school like Dixie the only way for me to have the time of my life, is for me to get involved. So I plan on attending every stupid, over the top, exciting event there is. Anyways my first week of college was a huge success. I'm looking forward to doing well in school, meeting new people, and making the most of every situation.

First day of college with Shai :) we joined the storm

HOLLLAAA at 18!!

I'm FINALLY 18..

Seriously. i love birthdays more than anything! They are my very favorite! Now my birthday was August 12th and i was born in the year '95. My mother and i, have this birthday tradition. A vegas weekend. Not anything too exciting but it's always my favorite time of the year! Go big or go home right?? You only turn 18 once so naturally you need to celebrate in style. This year we did things a bit different. We scheduled our trip from Saturday the 10th - Tuesday the 13th. We brought my BFF Alexa Evans, and my moms BFF Lorrie Jensen. And what a party they through me!!!

-Saturday:

We hit the road at about 9 am. with our pals starting with a quick Starbucks run (always a travel must).

My mom and Lorrie are both VIPS at Nordstroms and have literally been spending thousands of dollars there since before i was born. Now if Nordstroms does anything right, they know how to treat their customers. They always do a lot for my mom but one thing they decided to do this year, was throw me an 18th birthday party, considering I've been a loyal customer since birth. It was seriously so amazing!! They bought us lunch, and desert. Then it was time to shop! We had a personal shopper named Tessa and she was the cutest darn thing. She took us back into a private dressing area. All 4 of us had our own dressing room filled with clothes to match our personalities, styles, and sizes. Now my room had a hip hop style with leggings, lots of layers, jackets, and boots, a free make up kit, balloons, and cupcakes. Talk about a great start right? There were accessory racks galore! It was amazing! Once we were done taking down Nordstroms...we conquered the rest of the mall. Literally an 8 hour shopping spree. None stop. I was exhausted and satisfied.  



Then we arrived at our fabulous hotel, the Aria. They upgraded us to not only a suite, but a sky suite. The room was seriously amazing with a private hall filled with Fiji water, chocolate covered strawberries, and my favorite...cheese! After touring our literally to die for room we went and had dinner at a Thai restaurant called "Lemongrass" it was so yummy!

-Sunday:

Today was our relaxation day. Lexi and i went and layed out by the pool for a good two hours, it was so warm and beautiful i never wanted to leave! After walking the entire hotel we were freezing so we went and took a hot bath in our big beautiful bath tub that had jets. Then we went and joined my mom and Lorrie in the day spa, and we hot tubed, swam, used the sauna, steam room, and took a nap on the hot rock beds. Most amazing day of my life! The spa had the best products so we showered there and used all of their individually wrapped hair care, and facial products.

We had tickets to see the Cirque du Soiel show "La Reve" it was seriously amazing. The performance takes your breathe away. The talent level of those performers is seriously insane. Such an amazing night!

-Monday:

Today was my actual birthday and it started out amazing!! The Eshelles called me during their practice to sing me Happy Birthday but naturally i was sleep because who would answer at 5 am. Cute thought though. Literally every person i could think of wished me happy birthday! So much love, I'm seriously so blessed! When i woke up there was a table of presents from my mom and a card. So cute. We had another spa day, which was super relaxing. Then i got all dolled up again for another night out!! We had dinner, my favorite Italian. They gave me a beautiful cake. It was truly the best of days!

-Tuesday:

Today was our last day in Vegas. We woke up and got ready, and then we had lunch at the best Mexican restaurant I've ever ate at! It was called Javier's and it was seriously amazing! They gave me a flan for my birthday! After we checked out we went and spent the afternoon shopping at town square. When we finally hit the road it was about 6 or 7. Once in St. George i was seriously so exhausted i had no energy to anything. But i got the best nights sleep I've ever had!

It's safe to say i had the most fabulous 18th birthday ever!! Thank you to everyone who has been apart of my life and my journey, you've helped me create the ME i can be proud of. My mom and Lorrie are amazing and went out of their way to give me an amazing weekend! Thank you to Lexi for coming and being apart of it all. Happy day of birth to me! Can't wait to see where this year takes me!!

Nailed it!

Soemthing fun I've been up to this summer, is easily my newest obession. NAILS!! Have any of you met Lindsey Andruss?? Well she's smart, beautiful, basically my dream girl. And of course she's an amazing artist. This summer she came home from San Diego, and brought her artistic skills to the nail world. I just thought i would share some of her creations that she has done on me, because they have been my summer life line!! Today she did my nails for the very last time, because she is on her way home to San Diego. They are always beautiful, fun, and perfect. One thing you can always expect from Lindsey, is perfection so here they are...all of my summer nail designs!

Todays design....Stain Glass nails.



LUCKY ME!!!

Back in the 435

Who doesn't love surprises right? Well i sure do!! I was just having an everyday average, normal week so you could say, and then i got the best news possible. Now my absolute BFF for life, Jasmine is probably about the only person i can text all day everyday. Usual evening i was having. Until she decides to inform me that she had just landed here in SG! What i love so much, is when she comes for a visit she never tells me that she is coming until shes on her flight, or landing. It makes me so happy because, out of no where my entire week is turned around! She landed here Sunday night and the minute she got home, i was at her house. I've never been so happy to see anyone! Since we didn't get to do anything fun together for the 4th of July or the 24th, we decided to do sparklers. Of course we attempted to take a cute picture, but that was an epic fail.

Bright and early monday morning we were back on our usual routine. We went to Chick'fil'A, which is seriously so yummy. Then we went and worked out together for a couple of hours which it was so nice to have my gym buddy back. She's about the only person who works herself harder than i do. It's so much better to work out with someone who motivates you! We got all dolled up for a night on the town, with diner and all. We planned to have a sleep over, but my mom quickly shut our night down....with only one day left with my partner in crime our adventure had reached it's end. On tuesday we swam all day, until i had to go to work. The next morning she was on a flight back to SLC.

All that really matters from this visit or from this post is how much i love her. Jas makes my world go round' we have this crazy connection that i've never had with anyone. We think on the exact same level and we never have to tell each other anything the other one isn't already thinking. Having her home is the greatest gift in the world because i get a part of myself back. Life is just easier and makes more sense. She is the most trusting and loyal friend i have, and i would honestly put my life in her hands. We are planning a trip for this years fall break because we wanted to go on a Senior Trip so badly. Were looking into Seattle or something wintry. I seriously can't wait because i know it will be the best trip of my life! It's still so crazy to me that we've never been on vacation together! Anyways I love Jas with all my heart, and it was the greatest weekend i've had all summer because it felt right having here home! Love you Jassy, xoxoxo